Wednesday, June 24, 2009


Today is the day. I'm trying to become a loser again.

I woke up during the night last night with horrible stomach pains (TMI, I know!) and I made up my mind then and there (in pain, and slightly sad) that today would be the day I start again at trying to lose weight. I mean really dedicating myself to it.

We'll see what happens. I know I won't be flawless. I know I won't never cheat. I have that milkshake I mentioned yesterday in my freezer, and I won't throw it out, I KNOW that. Once I admit that, well, I take the time to recognize that it's okay, and that I can have some of it over the course of a few days, and that's not so bad. (OK, so maybe I'm tricking myself here, but I've never been one to truly deprive myself of things, because I know that would just ultimately lead to a binge, ya know?)

Anyway, today is the day. I weighed myself this morning, and I figure Wednesdays aren't a bad day to continue doing that. This way whether I do it weekly or every other week, I'll at least have an idea of where my numbers are headed, ya know?



  1. Oh, I SOOOO should, and as motivated as I am, I know I won't stick with it just like I did with Biggest Loser :( I really need to lose too :(

  2. G, I just started a food journal thread for myself on TM. We'll see how that goes.


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